went to plush!! widd ruiping,lucas and that bunch of anna's frends.
i thought i've recovered from all the misses,hugs and concerns.
i thought he's been erased.
i thought i don't miss him anymore.
i thought i don need him at all.
In the fact,after making myself drink,making myself dance,sweat,tired,sleepy.
i felt worst.
i didn't sleep well,right before slp,i even try giving him a call.
but still its off.
i don know if it was on purpose or his phone was spoilt.
all i wanted was just to hear your voice,see if you're doing alright.
i know there's no turning back,neither did i expect him to do anything.
i've been denying this fact all along.
i couldn't imagine myself lost without you.
i felt so miserable for the moment.
but at the same time,i see the importance of frendship.
without them,i couldn't stand any much stronger.
thanks peeps
PUNK'D
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