the meticulous bytch

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

dipmeinthechocolate,andcallmedessert

PUNK'D
13:06

its tuesdae past midnight

and i have never ever make a post past midnight

actually i just got hm

went to watch golden compass with shuting,donald ans hammeed!

same whole bunch of buddies (:

sounds fun of the day

but it was never expected

today started off with a terrible shower(rain) in the afternoon

after my test i went town with shuting and hammeed

i tot of going over wisma to look for him

just on time to acc him for dinner

even if i weren't eating

meeting him

having his companion for just an hour time

i feel contented

when we alight at orchard,the rain was terribly big!

we gotta squeeze our way through the sweaty wetty crowd >.<

phew!finally get to wisma

we couldnt get in gap through the main entrance

there's no shelther

so we went to b1 and took an escalator up nearest to the kids section

up the escalator

was him and his frens coming out from gap

i dont know why but i just feel kinda weird

i feel sour in that instance when i see him being so close with one of the

colleague (its a girl)

thats why!

lols

foolish of me!

but i was upset at that instance

so i dont even bother to turn and look for him

i walk str towards the same direction we're moving

den he walk to me

i know he wouldnt be having meal with me

i got 2frens with me,he will feel uncomfortable

i know i know

just that at that point of time

such thinking just wouldnt come across my big brain!

haas

i know my face was damn charcoal-like at that pt of time

sorry my dearest ):

he even msg me said sorry

but i was still feeling argh! =x

dont worry im alright after awhile

didnt really give that pissed attitude anymore

nvr did i give much attitude to him eh^^

i left wisma right after knowing he's gonna have his meal with his colleagues

went to tangs

then to plaza sing

that was a long distance walk for shuting

but it was nothing to me and hammeed =D

reach ps ard 7pm

we went to ticket office tgt

i'd told them tt i most probably wouldnt be watching the show

1stly-im really tired

2ndly-he's not there =x

3rdly-im on budget!

but in the end they paid for me

they were nice!

i didnt blame them for making me watch the movie and ended up bickering with him

we end up quarrelling was bcos' of some other reason

so peeps!

dont feel worried abt me yea

especially hammeed (:

during the whole show you've been watching out my expression

and so worried!

thank you so much

and i really appreciate you guys

love you all ;)

ohyea

previously before our movie

we went gelare for ice-cream waffle!

thats what we all are targeting for all along

haas

we nvr stop our barrier of fight after my movie

even after he called me after his work

he's going in msia

he nvr really talk much to me

his reply was attitude and sarcastic ):

i know he's angry

so youre not blamed! (:

but please dont show me attitude again,will you?

i dont like being showed attitude esp from my loved ones yars!

i did drop my tears when i called you in the bus

i didnt wanna let you know

bcos' i dont wanna make you feel tt im a "kubao"

when i reached home the very first thing i did

was to on my comp

i will nvr online at such hours

everyone knows!

haas

but i just feel so troubled tt i wanna throw everthing to my bloggy

nvr will i expect to receive calls from you at that hour

i tot you went to msia already!

and you told me you were at my hse dwnstairs O.O

*stunned!

lols

when i see him

i felt really happy,it seems like all the sadness just flew away

sounds comical but i really felt this way ;)

we had a small chat

and everything

the barriers

the unhappiness

the angriness

were all cleared!

thanks dear!

you really make me feel loved (:

its wednesdae morning

and i got a bad news

my grandma was hospitalised

im all alone taking care of my brother now

*i pray that she will be alright,loves

will update you guys again yars!

ps.was telling you guys abt my my extension

some uploaded pics yea

and take a look at one of the pic tts with a hand plushy!

i made it,for him! ;D

my romansquelove (:

PUNK'D
00:04

Thursday, December 6, 2007

its thursdae!!
in school now,i reached sch ard 1plus
i overslept terribly
haas
din go for my drama and intech
*slap my forehead*
ATTENDANCE LOW!! ):

waiting for my "first" and last lecture(tod) of the class =Pp
yty was an early home day for me
i was having tutorial yty
it was terribly bored!
lucky im not bored to death yet,there's more to come in the afternoon >.<
i left sch ard 1pm
reach bugis 1.45pm
vivien rang me and said she cant acc me already!
she's going back office for some stocks
gosh!!
im alone at bugis
i gave him a buzz
knowing he was slping,but i really dont wanna go home!!
argh
he said he's gonna washup and meet me
that was ard 2.30pm

time passes 3.30pm
i called him again
he's slping -___-
i was damn tired and slpy
i slpt continuosly for 3 hrs only for past 2days (fr yty)
my shoulders are breaking after carrying my bag for so long
repeatly shopping ard the same few boutiques

went to mos burger
got myself my favoritee drink vanilla milkshake
YUmmy!!
finally get to rest my legs
was kinda awake at first when im drinking
but when i finished
im falling aslp
and i really was

he came ard 5.30pm
im blessed with my milkshake,if not im not hunger to death
hahas
this few waiting hrs
vivien has been msging me see if im doing alright alone at bugis
she's damn worried about me ehs
aww feel so sweet of her
she knows my character
yty was raining damn heavily
and i was waiting all alone

but when i met him,i feel alot better (=
flaring up at him
nagging him
venting anger on him
showing charcoal face on him
all this didnt flash into my mind
neither did they appear in me

dont ask me why
cos' i dont really know the reason too
im still pondering
haas
but we only have our meals tgt
and after some walks
he's tired-physically tired
plans change here and there
so we went back only
i went hm alone from jurong to bukit panjang
he was with me from bugis to jurong
lucky there's hammeed to acc me through my mrt journey

seriously,i was pretty unhappy
i didnt voice out,bcos' i find no reason of me being angry abt

he did try his very best to wake up early and meet me yars
so my dear, dont feel guilty or upset for not accompanying me longer than
the no. of hours i waited for you (:
loves loves loves

some stuffs to see through me!
---BEWARE---

jasmine dont wait for a person
its in reverse,the person meeting her up gotta wait for her
the least 30mins
the most 1hr (: *

if you make her wait
you shall get to see her blackie charcoal face
and her nags gonna go in and out of your ears >.<
it kills
but a little smile cheers her up super duper easily!*

never even make her feel alone or emo
especially at night and during raining days!*
because she's emo in individuality at nights and rainy days

she never gets her butts home early*
the earliest she will get herself home is 12am!

anotes *-totally true
w/o *-quite true (:

she dont get angry easily
unless...

your attitude STINKS-dont show her attitude if she talks nicely to you,cos' she doesnt show attitude out of no reason

your e PS-ser-she dont like ppl to ps (you guys know what is ps dont you) lol

your plans always CHANGE-dont bother to tell her your plan if its not confirmed eh!

your FUCKTARD,BASTARD-dont ever leave her alone outside,she bites you to death!

im slpy,shall update you guys moreee
next week i think
cheers!

dearest loves (:

PUNK'D
13:45

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

its tuesdae!!
reach sch kinda early today 08.20am
he ride me to sch
and im gonna bring a helmet where ever i go
lols
he wanted to bring back for me,but i dont want him to carry so many things ehs

yty night
i took 2hrs to make that cute little hand
but the product doesnt look really nice ehs
hope he like it =))
haas
cook noodle soupy for him
the ingredients were loads loads loads
but he really finish everything
aww
im really touched!!

im now in sch
same old thing,slacking ard
its my life,cant deny
lols
i dont care,i'll be leaving at 12pm if they dont wanna start the discussion
im wasting my time in studio ehs

im doing my own personal research now =Pp
i wanna extend my hair ehs
but dunno what length and which one to go for
im going to extend later on
but i guess i'll look more mature ehs
*scared*

im leaving sch now :Pp
update you guys again yea!

dearestloves (:

PUNK'D
10:38

Monday, December 3, 2007

its mondae!!

early in the morning of lecture we were given the design briefs ):

totally low morale

lols

again i dont know what to do in my group ehs

im afraid that im not doing enough

im a noob in auto cad and vicks but they are pros

*slap my forehead*

this is killing me!!

hahaa

we'll see how things go then

PHEW!!

might be meeting him tonight

he's coming over most probably

but i dont know if there's gonna be another last mins change

update you guys about last weekend!!

saturday,01st december'2007

i was suppose to meet him at night to his fren's bday party at lakeshore

and that day was his off day

im working at design museum

and i tot that he wouldnt be waking up early

we've been having late nights

the whole day he was doing pretty busy

we msg very little too!!

after work i went hm to get prepeared

after i put on my make up

my phone rang,was him! (:

he wanna come over my place and fetch me over

after 20mins

my phone rang again

he said he'd reached already

i was like

-____-

"did you fly here?!"lols

that was like,damn fast!!

i tot it would be his fren who send him over

den he say "i meet you at the lrt station can?"

NO WONDER~

haas

so i rushed to get my clothes,wear,pack my bag and stuffs

it took me quite sometime to ponder btw which top to wear

=DD

finally,i rushed down

with full concentration at my bag

it was filled with all my stuffs!

out of a sudden he came behind me

stunned!! O.O

lrt station?here?my hse downstairs?!

he was like

"yea!here,lrt station"

lols

so i grabbed him to walk to the direction towards lrt station

he pulled me back

"where are you heading?"

lrt station yea

he hold me to the carpark

and.. and..

HIS BIKE!!

he bought his bike on sat!

and he didnt want me to know

intending of giving me a surprise

and im his first pillion!!

aww =))

but after that he didnt ride me to anywhere already

as that was his first day riding

he's afraid anything will happen to me

so where ever i go,im taking his fren's car

at first i wasnt very happy

but he's actually really sweet enough to think tt way

so i didnt blame him afterall

but i felt kinda neglected that day

maybe we msg too little

and he was too tired that night

i kind of

you know..

thinking out of point

haas

until sunday 02nd december'2007

tot things will get better

he called me ard 12pm

telling me he might be going m'sia to service his bike

then he couldn't come over already

i was pissed, exactly!

after hanging up

i couldnt sleep ehs

keep thinking that is it right to be upset over it

sounds stupid uhs

in the end i told him im alright with his decision

i feels that i should stand by him in whatever decision he made

but i still cant stop thinking!

argh

in the and when i was bathing i cried

bcos i find him drifting from me ehs

eventhough we still meet but his busy with his bike

i met him for lunch,he's working

after that i shop ard GAP

he accompanied me

but not too long,dont want him to get scolding fr manager too^^

met anna,we shop ard wisma then to orchard JL

passed jerlin my timesheet

then to amk

was suppose to go kpool

but i ended up at her grandpa hse

lols

went hm after that

i know he dont like me to go kpool

too many "bengs and lians"

he went m'sia str after work

i reached hm ard 11.50pm

waited for him to get back to spore

until ard 2plus morning

i fall asleep

he reached spore ard 5 plus

we chat for awhile

its time for my sch

time for his bed!

i just ring him to pull him out of his dreamland

time for work!!

haas

im still waiting for grp consultation with the lecturers!!

*panicking*

i dont like consultation =(

jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

dearestlove (:

ps.some pics that i promised to upload above above above!!

those pics are actually taken on our monday ikea trip,also uploaded in friendster (:

PUNK'D
11:53