its wednesdae,newyr eve!
this new year doesn't seems very exciting to me at all
i've got a feeling that i'm gonna stay at home for this few days of my PH*
*anotes
PH-public holiday
jees,i dont wanna stay at home and rot
i'll go fat ehs
as well as,its new year,who will wanna stay at home uhs
but my grandma was sent to hospital again this early morning
i dont know if she's doing alright now
she wasn't feeling well in the morning
i heard from my mom
and my mom heard from my aunt
while my aunt heard from my grandma
-____________-
she said she's having difficulty in breathing
from morning till now there's no call from my aunt again
guess she should be fine ehs
few weeks ago
she got a stroke
that was the very first time i felt the pain when i see her suffering
when i visit her
she reacted like she never bother giving me a 2nd glance
but my mom said my grandma misses me ):
i only get to see her less than or up to thrice a week
CNY,and maybe some other small occasions
she always seems so strong to me
but never will i even imagine of her hitting the hospital
she never talk much to me
i know i know
and i can see alright!
that her tears was just right in her eyes
they were both filled with tears
when she talk to me,she never look at me
when she took a glance at me,i see a sleek shine in her eyes
that was the tears,the tears thats in her eyes
i was alone with her for awhile
then my relatives came gradually
it was kinda late (ard 7pm?)
questions start flashing to her
answers and suffers starts coming out from her mouth
as she answers
she couldnt take the impact alone
dont talk abt me,my relatives
even my grandma herself,have never imagined
that she will be lying on a hospital bed suffering from stroke
she let out her fear and her pains
then her tears flushed down
i've never seen my grandma crying right in front of me
before
grandpa and her was the one closest to me
they took care of me when i was young
so they doted me loads loads loads
but at that pt of time
i cant do a single thing to let her feel better
i could only give her napkins
and massage for her
seeing all the other patients suffering the same illness from her
getting weaker and weaker each day
makes her heart pumps faster
she's afraid
and everyone's afraid
you'll never understand until you'd get to experience
"CHOY!touchwood"
sorry peeps!
was being too emotional
i really miss her
will pop by hospital this few days
i hope i can get permission from dad (:
well,about yty!(tuesdae)
i did went for my update training
that was fun although this whole training last for one whole day uhs
we had breakfast,lunch and tea break all tgt
i see alittle spirits there
like what everyone thinks
M.A.C is filled with malays,and chinese might be outcasted
not necessary yea
its your luck and how you look ehs
if you look damn stuck-up,who bothers talking to you young lady uhs?
haas
and i dont,i just look kinda-not-like local
thats what they think when i went for the training,a lady voiced out popping this qns
"are you local?"
yeayea,i am alright
when i was darker,everyone thought i was malay
as sun-tanning stops
skin tone's lighter,everyone thought i was a japanese
and some thought i was china!
-CHI-NA-
irks!thats out of my dictionary ehs
dont come right to my face popping out all the chinese idioms
i know them,and i'm familiar with them alright
its just that its not too much my cup of tea yea
english-oriented (:
what born to be is a chinese
im a chinese and im billigual :D
well well,some still thinks that i'm an 'ah lian'
nah nahs,this isn't me yea
dont judge a book by its cover :x
until you get to read this book
oops!i'm out of pt
hmm,where was i?
yars,then we were updated with all new trends in this yr's summer/spring
that's alot!
what slant,flesh metal,albaster,nude look etc etc
thats theory
what i love the most was the hands-on
we removed our makeup and put on new look of the trend that we're assigned!
FUN FUN FUN!
its not once only,we did this afew times (:
the best part was
we got some cosmetics back home!
FAFI eyeshadow palette
FAFI blusher
FAFI lipstick
what's FAFI?
its M.A.C's new limited collection!
if you wanna know more
feel free going down to ck tangs from 12th to 21st of feb
lots of exciting stuffs gonna happen down there
recommended:go down on the valentine's day!
there's more activities held on that day,if i rmb correctly
LOLs
they are the coolest products!
with all the funky designs and everything on!
btw i wont be at ck tangs so dont bother asking the staffs there uhs
i'm working at the Raffles outlet yea
hmm,thats abt all
talk abt valentine's day
i got him a ben sherman shirt that day as a valentine's day gift
well,after a few days he told me that he'd decided to go thailand for a trip
its guys' outing!
WHATEVER! @-@
i dont bother alright,but he says he wont have much cash on the valentine's day
well,then stay at your home to chill uhs
i shall celebrate my own!
when 1week ago i've planned my schedule asking my supervisor to make that day off for me uhs
everyone must be thinking
"why are you so angry?its not an important or special day uh?"
hello~it indeed was!
its our 3rd month and valentine's day
argh,nevermind
lets not talk about it
we'll see if he does request that day off!
humph! >.<
btw,an advanced
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people!
ps.what will my yreve's dream be,hmm..
dearestloves (:
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