the meticulous bytch

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

its wednesdae,newyr eve!

this new year doesn't seems very exciting to me at all

i've got a feeling that i'm gonna stay at home for this few days of my PH*

*anotes

PH-public holiday

jees,i dont wanna stay at home and rot

i'll go fat ehs

as well as,its new year,who will wanna stay at home uhs

but my grandma was sent to hospital again this early morning

i dont know if she's doing alright now

she wasn't feeling well in the morning

i heard from my mom

and my mom heard from my aunt

while my aunt heard from my grandma

-____________-

she said she's having difficulty in breathing

from morning till now there's no call from my aunt again

guess she should be fine ehs

few weeks ago

she got a stroke

that was the very first time i felt the pain when i see her suffering

when i visit her

she reacted like she never bother giving me a 2nd glance

but my mom said my grandma misses me ):

i only get to see her less than or up to thrice a week

CNY,and maybe some other small occasions

she always seems so strong to me

but never will i even imagine of her hitting the hospital

she never talk much to me

i know i know

and i can see alright!

that her tears was just right in her eyes

they were both filled with tears

when she talk to me,she never look at me

when she took a glance at me,i see a sleek shine in her eyes

that was the tears,the tears thats in her eyes

i was alone with her for awhile

then my relatives came gradually

it was kinda late (ard 7pm?)

questions start flashing to her

answers and suffers starts coming out from her mouth

as she answers

she couldnt take the impact alone

dont talk abt me,my relatives

even my grandma herself,have never imagined

that she will be lying on a hospital bed suffering from stroke

she let out her fear and her pains

then her tears flushed down

i've never seen my grandma crying right in front of me

before

grandpa and her was the one closest to me

they took care of me when i was young

so they doted me loads loads loads

but at that pt of time

i cant do a single thing to let her feel better

i could only give her napkins

and massage for her

seeing all the other patients suffering the same illness from her

getting weaker and weaker each day

makes her heart pumps faster

she's afraid

and everyone's afraid

you'll never understand until you'd get to experience

"CHOY!touchwood"

sorry peeps!

was being too emotional

i really miss her

will pop by hospital this few days

i hope i can get permission from dad (:

well,about yty!(tuesdae)

i did went for my update training

that was fun although this whole training last for one whole day uhs

we had breakfast,lunch and tea break all tgt

i see alittle spirits there

like what everyone thinks

M.A.C is filled with malays,and chinese might be outcasted

not necessary yea

its your luck and how you look ehs

if you look damn stuck-up,who bothers talking to you young lady uhs?

haas

and i dont,i just look kinda-not-like local

thats what they think when i went for the training,a lady voiced out popping this qns

"are you local?"

yeayea,i am alright

when i was darker,everyone thought i was malay

as sun-tanning stops

skin tone's lighter,everyone thought i was a japanese

and some thought i was china!

-CHI-NA-

irks!thats out of my dictionary ehs

dont come right to my face popping out all the chinese idioms

i know them,and i'm familiar with them alright

its just that its not too much my cup of tea yea

english-oriented (:

what born to be is a chinese

im a chinese and im billigual :D

well well,some still thinks that i'm an 'ah lian'

nah nahs,this isn't me yea

dont judge a book by its cover :x

until you get to read this book

oops!i'm out of pt

hmm,where was i?

yars,then we were updated with all new trends in this yr's summer/spring

that's alot!

what slant,flesh metal,albaster,nude look etc etc

thats theory

what i love the most was the hands-on

we removed our makeup and put on new look of the trend that we're assigned!

FUN FUN FUN!

its not once only,we did this afew times (:

the best part was

we got some cosmetics back home!

FAFI eyeshadow palette

FAFI blusher

FAFI lipstick

what's FAFI?

its M.A.C's new limited collection!

if you wanna know more

feel free going down to ck tangs from 12th to 21st of feb

lots of exciting stuffs gonna happen down there

recommended:go down on the valentine's day!

there's more activities held on that day,if i rmb correctly

LOLs

they are the coolest products!

with all the funky designs and everything on!

btw i wont be at ck tangs so dont bother asking the staffs there uhs

i'm working at the Raffles outlet yea

hmm,thats abt all

talk abt valentine's day

i got him a ben sherman shirt that day as a valentine's day gift

well,after a few days he told me that he'd decided to go thailand for a trip

its guys' outing!

WHATEVER! @-@

i dont bother alright,but he says he wont have much cash on the valentine's day

well,then stay at your home to chill uhs

i shall celebrate my own!

when 1week ago i've planned my schedule asking my supervisor to make that day off for me uhs

everyone must be thinking

"why are you so angry?its not an important or special day uh?"

hello~it indeed was!

its our 3rd month and valentine's day

argh,nevermind

lets not talk about it

we'll see if he does request that day off!

humph! >.<

btw,an advanced

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people!

ps.what will my yreve's dream be,hmm..

dearestloves (:

PUNK'D
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